[CLOSED] [Sam/Dean] The Serenity Motel

- laissant Bela dans la chambre d'hôtel, sort devant Sam et se retourne pour attendre qu'il ferme la porte - se frotte le menton avant d'inspirer, mécontent -

- Ferme pas la porte, la claque fortement -
- Le regarde -

- le fixe un instant puis ouvre les bras -

What was I supposed to do, Sam ?! You would have done the same thing that I did, come on !

- crispe l'arcade sourcilière en secouant la tête et portant ses mains à ses hanches -

- Hausse les sourcils -

Dean ! Wake up ! Bela's on your bed ! Do you remember WHO she is ?

- Tend la main -

She's just... A bitch !

- léger sourire en coin -

In my bed, huh ? I like that...

- secoue la tête, reprenant son sérieux -

She's a mess, Sam. She doesn't even remember who the fucking hell she is ! Not even her name ! And I know who she is, Sam, thank you but !! She just... pulled herself out of the ground. As I did. And believe me, that was a matter. So. Whatever you think, think that is for us ! So we can look after her ! Be sure everything's ok !

You know what ?

- Petit regard en biais griffé Sam Winchester -

How... How can you trust her ! She used to be a liar ! Remember Dean ! And what if she remembers ? If it's just another lie ?

WHY WOULD SHE LIE ABOUT HELL SAM ?!

- soupire en se frottant la nuque, tournant les talons avant de prendre la rambarde des deux mains - entrouvre les lèvres pour regarder le parking en s'humectant les lèvres -

I didn't know what to do, ok ?! She just kept crying and... I don't think she's lying, Sam. Noone... Can lie on that. And I don't trust her, I remember!

- se retourne vers lui -

I just...

- inspire avant d'expirer, secouant la tête -

I don't know, Sam !

I... I could phone Ruby and... She could recognize if Bela is a... You know what.

- Entrouvre la bouche en le regardant -

You just can't bring her here and tell me "Oh yeah Sammy ! We're gonna keep Bela ! She's a goood girl you know ! She came back from hell, like me !" ! YOU CAN'T DO THAT !

[Juste une faute : "we're gonna keep". Pas "keeping". C'est tout !]

I never said she was a good girl ! I just mentionned she needed help and time ! And you already want to kill her ! Aren't you curious of why she came back ????

A little bit... Maybe. But oh God, Bela !

- Désigne la porte -

She's probably stealing all our stuffs right now !

- un sourcil froncé vers le haut -

Why...Why Why would she do that, Sam ? We've got nothing in there. So ! You're allowed to...

- agiteu n bras dans l'air -

Hang aroung with some demon and I don't have the right to give Bela the benefice of doubt, that's what you meant !

Ruby proved her loyalty. She's a demon, yeah, but a good one. She wants to help us.

- Hausse un sourcil -

What about Bela ? She's different for a few hours, and you're already sweet with her !

- ... -

AND SO WHAT SAM !

- ouvre grands les bras en le fixant -

Do you want me to punch her ? Throw her against a wall to make her talk ? TALK ABOUT WHAT SHE DOESNT REMEMBER ANYTHING OF HER LIFE !

And I want you to keep YOUR memory about what she did to US ! That's all !

- Tend le bras vers la porte -

What Dean ? What do you want to do ? Take your chance ? Try to transform her in a different way ? Keep her beside you ?

- dodeline de la tête -

Pretty much, yeah.

- Croise les bras -

I disagree.

Yeah and I don't care.

- tête Deanesque blasée griffée Ackles -

Oh please Dean ! Open your eyes !

- Ecarte les bras -
- Se retourne pour s'éloigner -

You're... You're just... Selfish. Yeah. She just fluttered her eyelashes, and you kneel down for her ! Are you sure there's no problem ?

- se creuse la joue en réfléchissant, le corps immobile puis se met à bouger en croisant les bras, tordant les lèvres -

No, there's no problem, here. Maybe later but right here, right now, no problem I see... I'm sorry, Sam by that's it. The truth is...

- s'arrête dans sa phrase et relève son bras en le décroisant de l'autre pour se tenir le menton, regardant le parking -

The truth is that I'm the only one that can understand what she feels like. And EVEN if she DOES remember who she is and that she's acting about ther memory right now... GOD I DON T CARE ! And I swear to you, Sammy that if Bela just came to me by thinking that this way, I would be less aware about her, well... She's right !

- acquiesce du menton avant d'ouvrir le bras vers Sam -

Because that's true ! If she wanna act... IIIIIII wanna act, Sammy. That's just the way it is. I just want to look after her and discover WHY she's here, why ME ! Why on MY way ! Because...

- déglutit en le fixant puis inspire -

Because I feel responsible for her death, can you understand that ? If only I had just waited until midnight with her in the motel ! She was protected ! And maybe... Maybe she would have help us about Lilith if she hadn't been dead. If I had helped her. Can YOU understand how IIII feel, Sam ?

- se tapote la poitrine -

Because taht's what matter to me here. Feeling about her and I'm NOT talking sentimental, it's just that I HAVE TO care about her, now. OF COURSE that I was the first one to send her in Hell by saying Good Bye and See ya later. RIGHT ! I'm okay with that ! BUT THINGS CHANGE SAM ! YOUUUU tried to save me... And you say Ruby tried to. BUT FOR BELA ! DID YOU ?! DID I ?! NO ! I just hanged out the phone when one minute later she possibily have heard the first dog of Hell ! How many had been there for her ? Can you guess ? BECAUSE I CAN GUESS ! How long people waited to find her and bury her ? She's dead... ALONE, Sam. She came back... ALONE ! AS I DID ! So yeah, man, I fee like I'm pretty much near her, more than you are about me. But I don't want her to come back and kill us so I want her to be in my sight. AND YES I KNOW WHO THE HELL SHE IS !

- hausse les sourcils en se redressant, ouvrant les bras -

And I don't care what you think about that.

You really don't care, hum ?

- Hausse les sourcils -

It's a pity because I care about what I think, right ? And I have to tell you what I have to tell ! Okay ?

- Se rapproche -

You know exactly who you are, so I'm quite sure that she knows too ! But okay. I let her the benefice of doubt, just FOR YOU. Because I don't want you to quit me another time ! And...

- Blessé, mais profond -

If she's so near about you... Open the door, and go with her. I bet you would defeat Lilith by yourselves. You're so powerful ! Hey guy, you survive to Hell ! What a feat ! I'm very proud of you ! My big brother came back from hell ! And his girldfriend too ! His fucking bitch came back too ! So what, Dean ? She has to stay there. I really don't want her beside us. But If you really want, I'll do. Just don't ask me to be sweet. I just can't.

Sam, she's not my girlfriend, and you know that so stop PROVOCATING me about that, you know it won't work. And please, let me TRY to do the right thing for once !

And what if it's the wrong way ?

- soupire -

Just... Be careful. Okay ?

Of couuurse, I'll be careful, don't you know me better ?

- secoue la tête et lui tapote l'épaule en repassant devant -

If she's something like the wrong way...

- s'arrête à côté de lui et serre la mâchoire sans le regarder avant de baisser la tête -

I'll kill her...

- lui redonne une tapette sur l'épaule puis retourne vers la porte de la chambre -

I hope so...

- Baisse la tête en soupirant -
- Il a du mal à croire qu'il le fera. C'est pas une histoire de confiance. -
- Enfin si -

But I know you couldn't.